𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙

One day at time. 🚬👽 𐌅𐌵𐌍 𐌅𐌀𐌂𐌕: my username is the same everywhere. I got nothing to hide.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

@pr3ttyyfein I’ve tried many times and it backfired, ask yourself why and cry it out. Even if you speak out loud and cry and sound crazy. It’ll be alright. Always here for you too and sending you lots of love and good energy. Isolate yourself from the bad and toxic thoughts or people! ❤️‍🩹🤝

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

@NobodytheModder Forza 😭🤝 get on that game! The best

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

My motivation: I use music, movies, games, or anime to escape this world. It’s the only coping mechanism I can use that makes me control of what I like to do on my own time. Then the thoughts creep in, you yearn for more. When you have to focus on your future self and goals.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

? I’ll get back to this one.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

I’ll continue. To see it through. I’m sorry again, and again. You know and hear me. You hear me right? G?

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

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[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

It was me the whole time i was the problem i told myself these things, i just need to stop thinking negatively. And live. And do my best. At least for my younger self.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

It’s my life i deserve to be happy. F*ck you for making me feel Small and worthless. Everyone tricked me and made me feel different, like i was the problem. But it’s my life! I will do what i want! I want to live. Those thoughts are fake! Fuck you. I won’t do it all over again.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

Last year, I went to an amusement park by myself, it was… interesting. I cried the whole time. Imagine making the line and holding in tears. Being fake happy around others. The rollercoaster rides were thrilling and exciting. But I had to adapt on my own. Learn to be solo! 😁

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

My friends don’t understand nor my family does. I hide my own feelings because I know they don’t relate, they don’t understand. But I know you do. The one reading this. I just wish I had someone when I went through it all. Someone. Now I know I’m not alone.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

I don’t want to think that way. But we always do that to ourselves we think that ending our life would be easier or inflicting pain. I have before, I know how it is. Doesn’t mean I still don’t attempt or think that way. It’s human nature. But only you can stop it. Control it. 🫩

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

Morning thoughts are alright because you’re either at school or working or keeping busy, but at night they get worse. It’s like your conscious speaks loudly, and it sounds like you. It’s yourself, bullying yourself. Why do humans do this. Why do we do that to ourselves. Torture.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

Batman is arriving soon. After 12am.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

I just don’t understand why I have to be the way I am? Why are you doing this to me G? I don’t want to be upset at you. But you said I could be, I don’t wanna blame you, but it’s your doing. You legit know everything right?

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

@amorxo333 Half an hour ago.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

Seaweed snacks are good, but the bbq kind is fire.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

❤️💙

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

I go to the museum alone, you can too. Enjoy your life. It’s yours. The right people come at the right time. Who won’t waste your time and energy.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

@JXST3R_ Feel you, but why aren’t you happy on your own? You must prioritize your own happiness and f*ck everyone else because you matter first, someone will see you shine when you least expect it. It’s all about timing. But LY first twin. 🔥 it’s a struggle being alone. 🤝 but your not.

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

@wasitalltrue Question I asked myself : do you even love yourself to love another. And that is when you learn self care, self love. I love you (even if I don’t know) because we relate. You got this. But take care of yourself and stay strong and be happy on your own. That’s KEY. ❤️‍🔥🤝

[𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝔂𝓬𝓱⁶⁷ 𓆙 @itsreallysarai]

@Kumo_v2375 @h444pa Okok wait ym code geass? send me link to Gurren?? 🤔