sad boy hours

i’m sad and i write poems that i only have the courage to share here

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

with chaos everywhere
the wool is too thick
to see the truth

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

there’s a fine line between self respect and narcissism

as the sun sets so does my resolve

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

doesn’t matter he rolled over anyways lol

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

love is not moving when your shoulder aches
bc it would make his arm move from my stomach
or is that just clinginess?

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

@marchtotrenchh lol couldn’t be me

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huh

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

don't tell me when i'm grieving
this happened for a reason
maybe one day we'll talk about dreams that had to die
for new ones to come alive
but while i wait for the smoke to clear
you don't even have to speak
just sit with me in the ashes here
together we’ll pray for peace

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

in every harmless smile
a friend gives
or every gentle touch
i receive from loved ones

you still have a grip on me
i can feel it now
that's why i claw at my skin
to get you off of me

will you ever leave?

(4/4)

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

TW // sexual assault

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

on a campus
that you don't
know how to get to
or so i think

when is the last time you even thought of me?
probably that night
right?
but i'm not that lucky

on days like this
you are all i think about
would that make you happy?
knowing that i feel all the pain you caused

(3/4)

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

you're just a stone that's thrown for me, but throwing stones could never be
the perfect way to start

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

i pulled an all nighter to end up getting no homework done at all

depression at its finest everybody :)))

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

am i extremely suicidal or just tired?

FIND OUT NEXT WEEK ON DRAGON BALL Z

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you know that feeling when you’re in public and you just said something either surprising/unexpected and everyone is looking at you not saying anything? you know that feeling? well imagine feeling that feeling constantly, regardless of your surroundings. that’s how anxiety feels.

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

i don’t understand
how someone could
look at me the way you did
and be the same person
who now can’t stand
the sight of me

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

you picked me out of all the fruit
i suppose it’s my fault i didn’t stay ripe
how rotten must i be
sitting at the bottom of my mind

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

why can’t i just be normal

[sad boy hours @itssadtime]

when i see you
i see an opportunity
for a dry erase timeline
sketching out our predictions for the future
when i see you
i see an eraser
i’m scared you’ll end everything
before it even begins