think iβm only just starting to realize that what my oncologist tried to tell me today is that my metastases are ACTIVELY DYING for the first time after a year. i canβt get into remission technically bc they would have to shrink in size.
HOLY SHIT
@MisxTris oh gosh please donβt be nervous to reach out to me. and thank you so much for your kind words. I usually just feel bad for needing so long to update, so i really appreciate it π«Ά
maybe itβs the power of bangtan and seeing mikrokosmos live, but my oncologist is SUPER happy with the scan results and weβre doing a trial run now where i receive therapy every 2 weeks instead of weekly after over a year π₯³π₯³π₯³ππππππβ¨β¨β¨β¨β¨β¨β¨
had my cancer scans today and received the results in record time. my metastases are still stable, and thatβs how we like them. between seeing the tannies again after 7 yrs, getting to see mikrokosmos live and now this, it looks like life is turning a bit more positive againβΊοΈ
mikrokosmos is my favorite bts song. i canβt believe it was our surprise song. this song means so much to me. i genuinely canβt believe i was lucky enough to experience it live again.
omw to Vienna to go to Madrid tmrw for BTS. and then iβll finally see my 7 again after 7 years and 25 days ππ
i have cancer scans the day after we return from Madrid, just like I did the day after we returned from London back then. feels a bit like a hyyh time loop π«ͺ