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I know where lost things go. アニメを見よう

[☀️🌙⭐️ @ittssmariah]

My man my man my man 🥰🥹 @Almightyjwop

[☀️🌙⭐️ @ittssmariah]

Multi-Paul’s name should have been Multi-Kai.
I stand on that.

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My employer told me I can’t take the week of my son’s death anniversary off because I need to be considerate of my teammates and they may want that time off. 🫠

[☀️🌙⭐️ @ittssmariah]

“Don’t let this be the reason you turn into an asshole”

EXCUSE ME

MY SON DIED

I WANT TO BURN THE WORLD TO THE GROUND.

[☀️🌙⭐️ @ittssmariah]

People stop checking in
But the pain stays
You have to go back to work
But the loneliness lingers
The world keeps spinning
But I’m still stuck trying to wake up my baby

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Pretty sure I’m single handedly keeping the tissue companies in business.

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Living with grief is the hardest thing I will do.

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Having to deal with all the “normal” annoyances of life while grieving my son is going to take me out.

[☀️🌙⭐️ @ittssmariah]

I broke down over condiment expiration dates.

Condiments have a longer shelf life than the amount of days I held my baby.

[Jay @VantaJay]

I hope the Pokemon Company sues the absolute FUCK out of y'all for doing this

[☀️🌙⭐️ @ittssmariah]

Thinking of how many theoretical years I have to live without my son makes me want to curl up in ball and rot.

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Behind the scenes of child loss:
Yesterday we went to the fair and I was smiling and laughing for my daughter.
This morning my husband was rubbing my back while I was having my daily breakdown over our son being gone…

Pictures/appearances can be deceiving.

Be kind.

[PridefulSin ❕ @ReignOfPride]

This moment from Teen Titans still lives rent free in my head

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Cry for my son
Curse at the sky
Disassociate
Repeat

I’m in hell.

[☀️🌙⭐️ @ittssmariah]

This being my life now is heartbreaking

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Bro all I do is cryyyyyy.
My spark is gone.

[🦇 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 | nsfw @horrorsthetics]

black women as vampires

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I love my husband 🥰

[☀️🌙⭐️ @ittssmariah]

I will never love anyone, more than I love him.

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He really sees me