All I know is I would've never purposely hurt you the way you hurt me, I know I truly loved every inch of you and I would've died fighting for you, for us.
you don't deserve that type of love if you just give up so easily on me. I hope you realize what you lost when its too late
I really miss having someone to talk to all the time and to love and spoil. It's just super lonely now and this is fully the first time I've been on my own. I just don't know how to be a normal person within this. I'm trying. it's just lonely.
I took anxiety meds for the first time in like a month because I only have a few pills left. I feel so high and messed up now.
At least I'm not anxious lol