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self-imposed esports exile.
fka @dexterfettster
RIP @TheNorthIsHere 2017-2021 😔

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@Subhanatya 🫂🫂🫂🫂

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@devilleon7

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@TheOmniLiberal The Triple T-Rex 🫪

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@Subhanatya It's a hard balance sure. Rely on him but don't overuse it, I understand. But he should be able to take it on

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@ohana_jpn I had a couple of managers watching me work last week!

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@Subhanatya A little distance is good, and you can vent to any of us instead of bottling it in. Here for you! 🫂

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@Subhanatya Not living near your work is good, it's less likely you'll meet someone involved and say things you shouldn't. Otherwise, I don't know Japanese social culture, but maybe you can meet at a restaurant or pub with others? Also, your partner should be sympathetic and help you!

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@ohana_jpn X has been riddled with porn bots forever sadly

Twitch has the reputation where donating gets rewarded so people think they can just buy you with money.

I think tiktok is just full of lonely kids 😂 and Instagram used to be for staring at people's pictures and DMing them 🙃

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@ohana_jpn Super proud! Keep it up!

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@Subhanatya Always reply on your own terms! As much as I'd love to hear from you, it's not that important! But you don't need to be 100% happy to talk either. You'll find the balance that works, and that's good enough for me!

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@ohana_jpn Was going to send a message soon but glad you are ok! Take small steps!

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@ohana_jpn Glad you got to vent :)
You know where to reach me if I can help

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@ohana_jpn That's normally how it works! 🙃
But they'd better understand how good they have it with Ohana by their side!

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@Subhanatya It's good to work with your emotions, being at home alone I get a lot of time to sit with mine 😶
You're already hanging out with people which helps with finding what you want to do
And it's natural to look back to university as the best time so far, there's less responsibilities

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@Subhanatya I have a friend going through exactly the same right now. She's been through a ton of change recently and some projects/work that just haven't succeeded.
You're changing, but don't know where you're going next. It is scary but remember you're not failing/doing wrong.

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@ohana_jpn I only saw a tiny bit after you stopped chatting last night, then maybe 20 minutes before you woke up

Didn't see anything wrong, but maybe joking about things right when you wake up wasn't a good idea?!!

It was fun to stop by!

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@Subhanatya You wouldn't be disturbing me at all, and I feel happier knowing you feel your best too! Even if you can just send a message in the morning to say you're feeling ok is enough!

I promise we'll chat more soon if you're up to it then 🙂

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@Subhanatya Take care and if you need to talk I'm driving home for 20 minutes. I hate just closing my eyes + hoping I'll calm down so anything you can do to make that faster might help

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@Subhanatya Do you have something calming that's easy to get or do? Any drinks that help you relax, blankets, cinnamoroll to cuddle? Try not to panic and let your mind slow down

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@RLewisReports not the mint green lips 😭