i kno i can’t change people or begging them to stay, and i don’t want to put my trust on them again so for now i just hope i can feel enough to live my life just by my own self
i don't know how to explain what i am feeling right now. all i can say is that it hurts, everything hurts. my heart feels so heavy that all i want to do is to cry. i want to rest, but my mind is a mess..