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@Ms_Infertile love the fabric. I say without sleeves X

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@the2weekwait also SANDS may have some internet based resources. Both groups were invaluable in supporting my friend.

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@the2weekwait I'm so sorry. In the UK a charity called Saying Goodbye (The Mariposa Trust) helped a friend of mine. May have US equivalent X

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@Ms_Infertile glad you got it sorted. If you ever need any let me know 😀

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@Ms_Infertile I could post you some from UK? When do you need it for?

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@ICSIIVF congratulations xxx

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@the2weekwait big hugs make sure you get all the help u need. Here if u need to vent x

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@ivfdiary sent a dm xxx

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@ivfdiary so confused. Dh is happy either way. It's so hard. Has it affected your thoughts on having another?

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@ivfdiary on C plus whether I can cope but then I think about how amazing C is, the 4 frosties and think I should. I really don't know and

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@ivfdiary at the moment I physically can't due to the surgery but when I'm recovered I still don't know so yes it has. I worry abt the effec

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@ivfdiary myself as soon as I could even though she was with my mum at my house! That's my next challenge to cope overnight xxx

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@ivfdiary the anxiety but I'm learning to cope with it. Other than being in hospital for em surg I've never left her overnight I discharged

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@ivfdiary having someone else there helps me step back and C gets on with it without me whittling. Not sure if that helps? It never stops

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@ivfdiary the park or somewhere she could hurt herself as I know she has to experience challenges but I instinctively try to stop her so

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@ivfdiary medicine cabinet. I have checklists with what to do and look for. I also make dh come with me and hold my hand if we go to

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@ivfdiary I manage pretty much day to day by having 'plans' in place i.e if C is sick I have 2 thermometers and I always have a stocked

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@ivfdiary I've kind of accepted it's a post IF thing as you can't believe you've been that lucky after everything you've gone through.

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@ivfdiary guilt that I'm not a good enough mum, wife, daughter and I've 'survived' the whole IF and have C , just so much guilt.

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@ivfdiary and it'll all be a dream and I'll lose everything. Not sure if that helps but getting it out there. Guilt too so much guilt.