Fifi's IVF Diary

Mummy to my rainbow Sebastian and my angel Junior. Never give up!! ICSI / IVF / FET / TTC / PCOS / MIF

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@WeAreMarmalade B - herbie

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@northernrailorg hi will the trains be back to normal by 9.30 or will there still be delays? Thanks

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@VHL_PGD_GIRL either. Hope things are ok for you, DM me if you have any updates! Xx

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@VHL_PGD_GIRL yeah just find it a bit ridiculous to wait til next year when I'm ready to sort it out now!! Not as expensive as I thought

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@VHL_PGD_GIRL an appointment soon! How are you doing? Xxx

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@VHL_PGD_GIRL I'm ok thanks! Feel a lot better since telling a few people. Also applied to go private for the therapy, so hopefully I'll get

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@ivfICSIdreams all and I worry about how I would look after two. I don't understand how you can watch two all the time such as at the park?!

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@ivfICSIdreams yeah, I don't think we'll have another. If I had frosties i would probably feel differently for sure. I don't feel broody at

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@ivfICSIdreams if that makes sense? Xx

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@ivfICSIdreams knowing that he is being looked after & I don't have to worry so much. I think it's more pressure when it's just the 2 of us

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@ivfICSIdreams I'm a bit different to you in that I can leave him with family & nursery just fine, it's like a distraction from my thoughts

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@ivfICSIdreams has it affected your thoughts on having another baby? Xx

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@some1elsesbaby for me as I'm functioning normally, it's just these thoughts in my head. So he's referred me for therapy xx

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@some1elsesbaby hi thanks for your reply. I'm starting to think this could be quite a common issue for people. Dr advised against medication

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@ivfICSIdreams be a real post-infertility problem. Thanks for being able to let me know how you're feeling too xx

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@ivfICSIdreams wow thanks for your reply. You've pretty much how I feel too! Kind of reassuring that it's not just me and that this could

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@VHL_PGD_GIRL so I've lots to get on with in the meantime. But will defo look at going private xxx

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@VHL_PGD_GIRL help stuff to do so I'll try that. My sis has sent me a load of stuff to read and she was looking at counsellors for me too

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@VHL_PGD_GIRL I know, especially when I've felt like this for a year already. Dr have me a load of websites to read where they have self

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@VHL_PGD_GIRL thank you. I've been referred for therapy & no medication. Might go private as there's a 6 month wait! Xx