i love my mom and i could tell it hurt her deeply when i told her my diagnosis. she walked me to the library and bought me paint in coins when she had to. if she'd had the money, i think she'd have believed me.
getting diagnosed with lyme and having to face that my chronic health problems since childhood are all stemming from two diff problems that at their core are permanent reminders of childhood neglect. right right.
chronic lyme with my symptoms first showing up around age 10...yeah ok...but the stroke they said that is at least 25 years old rn when i am 30...yeah ok :/
If you were a fish at an aquarium, I'd read your entire little information plaque and stand there way too long watching you swim around so you'd know you were my favorite.
the fanfiction 'my immortal' intrinsically holds more value than any one gazillion hit popular ai assisted/generated bull shit on ao3 for the simple and holy fact that it sprang from the mind of a human being