ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡

edtwt ୨୧ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ 20
cw: 50kg/ 110lbs | bmi 19
gw: 42kg/ 90lbs ★
sw: 52kg/ 114lbs

[𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘺𝘬𝘺𝘬𝘵𝘸𝘵 ʚ♡⃛ɞ @R1nn_3x33]

When you literally just started a fast and now your whole family wants to get fast food

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

how can yall fast for 100+ hours i’m gagged

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

will attempt

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

this disorder has ne thinking eating 300kcals in a day is a lot

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

the worst part abt all of this is having to maintain the weight after losing it smh

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

what I think will happen after skipping 1 meal

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

I actually love eating and therefore punish myself with starvation, which is a great method bc I’m such a fuck up I am always deserving of punishment

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

I wish all the thickness in my thighs would go to my hair

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

@catsfeardeath I read that as fuck weight

[mai @pusheenofedtwt]

I hate when my ed brain judges people in public like omg I swear I would never think that . like , I did but that’s not me it’s the evil me

[ᝰ @su7gut]

god i love it here
#edrtwt

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

@plumcalories absolutely

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

they don’t know I used to be at my ugw

[ᴍᴇʟᴀɴɪᴇ 彡 @iwtdnifym]

@bunniicakez this is exactly my thought process