the embarrassing part about missing someone is knowing they probably went on with their day perfectly fine while you were somewhere remembering everything.
You don’t realise just how cruel mental health issues actually are until you go through them, battling with yourself every single day. Smiling for hours only to fall apart at home. Always thinking the worst thoughts. I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone, the hardest person to go up against is yourself.
one of my biggest fears is that someone who i talk to everyday gets bored of me and finds someone cooler and more interesting than me and leaves me for them #loser