Trying to hold onto a friendship that you used to have is hard & it hurts. People grow, change & drift. But it still hurts when you want to try but donโt have the emotional energy to be hurt & let down. I guess that fading into the background is my only option to protect myself.
The fact the nhs has stopped prescribing necessary eczema products makes me so angry. The gp today literally said to me โjust buy them and wait until your dermatology appointment in Aprilโ. No good enough. Iโm sick of being let down for my eczema every damn time I ask for help ๐ญ
Thatโs another tooth chippedโฆ feel like ripping them all out and starting over ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ 3rd tooth to crack/chip in the last 12 months I am over itโฆ fuck eating disorders and their side effects, even years into recovery