I am tired of falling in love. For once, I want someone to wholeheartedly, incandescently fall in love with me. I want them to wake up, remember my existence, then be happy for the rest of the day. I want them to write cute little poems and thoughts on paper and burn them, allowing their ashes to make their way to me so that I can inhale their love into my entire body. I want to be the subject of someone’s life, the reason they began writing love letters, the reason they began romanticizing life; the reason they keep on living. Or am I just asking for too much? 😭
Reciprocation matters to me, and i'm not saying everyone has to give the exact same way. but if i'm putting in the effort, i need to feel it coming back, even in small ways. it's hard to keep giving when it feels like i'm the only one trying. i value connections that feel mutual and balanced.
You're not needy for asking to talk through conflict. You're not too much for wanting consistent communication. You're not annoying for wanting clarification. You're not overly sensitive for needing to be heard. These are called standards.
Guys, if you lose interest in a person, please make them aware. The coldness in your tone and texts, the emptiness in your hugs, and spaces in your conversations... calls not answered, those things hurt more than if you were to tell the truth, because they are like a slow death! 😢🙏🏿
alam mo underated advice sa sex is to breathe and relax and hayaan mo maramadaman lang yung bawat pasok, yung init, breaathe... dim mo ilaw then just get lost in time - don't overthink it. don't take a video or a pic- just enjoy the energy exchange.
SAY IT WITH ME:
I want to make money. A lot of it. Not to flex, not to prove anything, but to buy back my time, care for my people and build freely without fear. I'm done apologizing for wanting a life that feels abundant in every way.