The fact that Pilates was rebranded into a workout for healthy/wealthy yt women is...
Joseph Pilates created Pilates in a prison for sick prisoners. AND it was his understudy, Kathy Stanford Grant (a black woman) that refined it. She was an acclaimed choreographer.
I sincerely hope you find your person. Not just romantic partner, but a good friend that will always be there for you.
And when you do, I hope it’s forever.
Shyness is really misunderstood. We are not scared everyday lol, we just don’t like being the centre of attention and it takes awhile to get comfortable with people.