Jessica Bates

9-7-16 my world changed forever 💕👪 Racing is a part of my life 🏁

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

@SpaceyyLaceyLoo Same! But that fresh air is so nice!!

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

Admitting you need mental help is the first step to getting yourself back!

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

I’m so freaking exhausted I don’t know how I function everyday anymore…

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

My baby is 11 months old today 🥺🥺 I’d be lying if I said I haven’t cried a bit restocking just dresser knowing it’s the last time I’ll ever have a baby this small 😭💔

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

I just need to go to the casino and win about 5k to get ahead so we can get a new vehicle 😩🥴 life is throwing us curveballs left & right lately!

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

Having to completely clear out J’s dresser and get rid of too small clothes makes me want to bawl… makes my momma heart sad knowing he’s our last baby 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

The weekends with David always go way too fast 😭😭 hopefully this trip and 2 more and he will be home for the winter 🥺🤞🏼

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

@k_lynn53 Chin up love! It’ll get better! I’m always here if you need to vent!

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

Ever feel like you’re too much, or you feel like you’re an inconvenience 🤷🏼‍♀️

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

I just want it to be Friday already 😬😩 this is the toughest part of David’s new job…

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

@SpaySeeLacey Right!! Who told these boys they could grow up 🥺

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

Exactly a week until David comes home!! Hope he doesn’t have any plans because imma be like a leech that won’t leave him 😂😅

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

@Drivr01_ You’ll get it!!

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

10 more days! Just gotta get in a groove!

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

I’m probably the shittiest wife and mom out there…

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

Literally working just to have enough for bills and groceries is ridiculous… I wanna be able to splurge on my kids, take them on trips, go do fun things but nope can’t do that because everything is so fucking expensive…

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

Got a list of todos a mile long and never enough time to get it all done 😩😩

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

Really need to clean my house butttttt I see that getting accomplished this weekend sadly 🥴🥴

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

@k_lynn53 Always here! I went through it bad with J so I definitely get it!!

[Jessica Bates @j_kilstrom]

I’d be lying if I said I was happy to be clearing baby clothes out of our house 🥺😭 I’m a tad heartbroken that we don’t get to do this again 🥺🥺