She was so cold when we did her thumbprint. I gave her one last kiss on the forehead and boy do I wish it was the other way around. Her forehead was so cold. I am fucked up from this experience to say the least and I MISS MY FUCKING MAMAW WITH ALL MY FUCKING HEART.
Die right in front of me. Not long after this the hospice worker came back to the house and helped us all make thumbprint hearts with mine and hers being a side of the heart. It sits in plain sight now where I can see our heart print all the time.
Death is something you can never prepare yourself for. No matter how much notice you get or whatever. I could tell the last time my Mamaw went to the hospital it was the last time. My mom called me and said “Jacob this times it’s not so good.” And I just knew then… 1/4
I immediately fell to the floor. I was bawling dramatically like a little kid throwing a tantrum. Josh pulled me up off the floor and took me outside to cry I was being so loud. I couldn’t help myself. I just watched my best friend and someone who raised me…
I genuinely think it has left me with trauma from watching all of this but I couldn’t leave. I was there for the moment she choked on her own saliva and I sat in the same room listening to her gasp for air but not able to get anything and I just can’t shake it out of my head. 3/4
It was almost her time. She went home on hospice care and I just couldn’t leave her. I stayed a full week with her watching her wither away to nothing because she wasn’t allowed any type of food or liquid. It was absolutely terrible to watch my Mamaw go through this but.. 2/4
I’m sad twitter is technically gone. Like what is this place now? Like why get rid of the bird man?! Sooner than later we will lose this website altogether because of that idiot
I don’t even want to think about losing my mom. Losing Mamaw has been the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I still cry every single day. I think about her all the time. Yesterday was really hard.
My mom said to me yesterday “One day you’ll experience what I’m experiencing today and I don’t want you to feel that way but it will be OK. I love you so much” my Mamaw recently died on March 5th.
@reitcatou where can I buy workin moms on dvd? Netflix is gonna crack down on password sharing soon and I’m not paying hundreds of dollars a year to watch one show lol I want a copy of my own on the bookshelf 💖
@JoeBiden really doesn’t care about us. We try to make ourselves heard with the #WillowProject I think we should do more than peaceful protests.. they do not work. We need violence
Let me see if I have this straight.
Elon Musk fires a dude who's owed $100 million if he gets fired. In the process of firing him, Elon revealed and insulted the man's private medical condition, exposing Twitter to a simply massive lawsuit.
And people still think he's a genius.
@McDonalds stop tracking the location hard core on your app. It shouldn’t still be tracking my location hours later just because I didn’t close the app… why are you guys surveil-lancing us so hard? McDonald’s shouldn’t even use location services. Ask for a damn zip code
Thousands of CenterPoint Energy customers’ services were disconnected due to nonpayment during the last three months of 2022. @ALeeyah14news reports. >>https://t.co/IHIOv9oO4D
America built one (1) non-car dependent city, it became the center of our cultural and financial aspirations, and than we proceeded to never make one again