i think it's beautiful how life gives you infinite chances to experience better. just when you think you'll never find better, you walk right into better and your heart softens again.
My shyness has this exception where if someone is as shy as i am or even more, i suddenly develop another personality that's extremely extroverted just to save the other person.
i want people to notice my absence i want ppl to miss me i want to be noticed and Matter but yet i am so scared of taking up space of being loud of being Big of being Too Much of being perceived of being a burden of being Known