omg pls hualian i need them irl

i just saying my thoughts because i don't wanna annoy people

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i'm just like him...
i'm just like my dad...

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i wish i would have killed myself a long time ago, when i acutally had the chance

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if i had a partner i would have an excuse to move out

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people need to be able to call their headphones!!!!!!!!!!

[omg pls hualian i need them irl @jaeigaei]

RICKYYYYY??

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WHY CAN'T I TURN OFF THE TRANSLATED AI AUDIOTRACK ON YOUTUBE I UNDERSTAND ENGLISH OBVIOUSLY BECAUSE I'VE WATCHED ENGLISH VIDEOS BEFORE YOU EXISTED DKEOWPFL

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why is everyone and everything more important to my father than me, my sibling and my mother

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would having someone to love me really solve all my problems? would i be less depressed? would i actually have the courage to talk to them about everything? it never happend, so why would it then?

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i need a dom😭

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that one time where i actually bit through my skin and it hurt for months but i couldn't tell anyone i did it, because that would expose my mental state

[omg pls hualian i need them irl @jaeigaei]

why can't i just be happy

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the perfect day: playing pokemon while listening to SuruASMR all day long

[omg pls hualian i need them irl @jaeigaei]

i want to go back in time and listen to kill the romeo and bouncy for the first time again

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my 1st, 2nd and 3rd attempt at punch needleing; it isn't as clean as i wanted it to be, but i improved a lot!!!

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i have failed all my exams, i don't want to do this anymore, i just want to stop studying, i wasn't made for collage, i just want to work in a bakery :ccx

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i want to train myself to say oh my xie lian and thank xie lian

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i can't sleep, i can't learn, i'm just so scared, i'm scared

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social life is stupid, why do my feelings depend on people around me, grow up

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i am craving chicken nuggets, but my store is out of the vegan ones😭

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crying yourself to sleep, because there's no other way to get yourself to fall asleep late at night, then getting not enough sleep, making yourself more prone to crying the next whole day