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edrtwt | 20 | mdni

[eli ♱ @jaggedbone]

im going to be extremely surprised if i make it to the end of this year

[eli ♱ @jaggedbone]

for a day or two everything feels alright and then i remember and want to kms for a few weeks

[eli ♱ @jaggedbone]

wtf twitters new layout threw me off bad

[eli ♱ @jaggedbone]

so turns out eating more food actually keeps my mental health at bay and stops me from being on the verge of suicide

[eli ♱ @jaggedbone]

@somnolent_night thank you. youre very kind

[eli ♱ @jaggedbone]

it doesn’t get better. i have nothing. nobody cares about me. i have no reason to live

[eli ♱ @jaggedbone]

fun fact if you go to bunnings looking like an absolute mess, they wont sell you razor blades

[eli ♱ @jaggedbone]

i cant be fucked getting out of bed. its too cold

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actually haven’t weighed myself in a week

[meowbelle @meowbellexx]

is it just me or is 160 cals for this ice cream sandwich kinda okay

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almost 11 months clean and im so close to relapsing

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definitely just self sabotaged the remaining good things of my life. it was hanging on by a thread anyways