Speak to your subconscious mind, telling it to take over in peace, harmony, and divine order. You will find that all the functions of your body will become normal again.
There is a Japanese legend that says, if you missed the bus, maybe you avoided the accident. If you got rejected, maybe you were saved from the wrong place. If they left, maybe they made room for who is coming. The universe protects you in ways that look like bad luck at first. Trust the detour.
You should pay close attention to what you daydream about. Nobody fantasizes about things they don't actually want. The thought that keeps coming back is the north star you should build toward.
You are like a captain navigating a ship. He must give the right orders, and likewise, you must give the right orders (thoughts and images) to your subconscious mind, which controls and governs all your experiences.
Sometimes the greatest thing you can do for yourself is stop forcing the journey.
What is meant for you does not require you to become someone else to receive it