jam_aziam

He/They #cornerpocket Access ≠ obligation! Chill out!

[jam_aziam @jam_aziam]

If your love is conditional, I’ll make sure I won’t be counting on you! Bet on that!

[jam_aziam @jam_aziam]

The Reign without family expectation makes is that much stronger! The Real Avei’s! We were raised right!

[jam_aziam @jam_aziam]

Kill me now if I feel dead already! Extreme cuz it takes extreme for people to take heed….less it’s too late, but that won’t be me! I am defying gravity!

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If I question your love, because your actions and energy don’t align with you saying it, how am I an asshole for holding you to your actions? Make it make sense.

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If after all of that, with the fruits of our collective labor, and the only thing I hear is criticism, my suspicions about growing up with haters has only been confirmed. Noted!

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Why do we seek approval from people who only affirms what they expect out of you? Anything outside of that is always met with resistance and tension. I hate that shit! I’m so fluid in binary, energy, and vibration, I can’t relate. Meet us where we’re at!

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Sick of blacking out. I need to be present ta feel alive!

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I can’t tell if I monopolize my brothers time home, or we’re just chill enough not to stress each other out when with family! 🤦🏾‍♂️ ha…sorry…but kinda sorry? 🤷🏾‍♂️

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I recently have been taking note of songs or experiences that remind me of my adolescence & how quickly I write it off. I’m learning…why does my subconscious shut that period of my life out? Lil Jam…I’m tryna do the shadow work!

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Pay for backstage and live your dreams… it’s worth the subscription, you’re paying everyone else.

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Moded!

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Open your big ass mouth Jam!

I was about to say communicate Jam, but my booming self had that open for me from last night!

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My cousin reminded me that the reason I feel like I’m a disappointment all the time is because I’m the oldest grandchild type shit! Heard! Clutch!

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If you’re disappointed in me…I dig my heels! That’s my toxic trait! Sorry you’re disappointed, but ewwww!

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You’re poly right? My ass need not to react in a jealous way, because I like someone’s company?

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The fact that I catch more men dressing femme, than I ever do as masc is maaaad confusing at times. Like df?! Ha.

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My family my whole adult life: when are you having kids?

In my mind: but would you like it if I knocked up a trans man?

Only cuz I know it’d fuck em up! Hahahaha.

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I drink 2 self numb and I’m ready 2 quit but not without filling the void I’ve been using it to fill/feel. It’s holding me back, but I need to be inspired 2 feel like life is worth living without it. I know it is but it’s easier to numb. Gotta show up for myself. Where to start?

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I know the love my family has is unconditional, but often times…it’s contingent on compliance. And that’s a real sad reality.

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Ok Pa…you can choke…but if you want!