@pawalyzed I think both. Personally for me I like the peace more than having someone disappoint me which they always do. My toxic trait is that I expect people to show up for me the way I show up for them. It never goes that way. So I’m left with utter disappointment.
Actuarial science is one of those courses you can only complete if you're academically gifted. There's no amount studying that can help you pass this course if you're not academically gifted