11yrs ago i tried to kill myself but then EXO said โcareless careless shoot anonymous anonymous hearltess mindless no one who care about meโ and tbh i was saved a thousand times and depression gone
Is was just trying to be nice and said youโre really nice to be before. โMay crush ka ba sakin or something?โ Bro im just saying you are nice to me and think you are cool. Do not cross the line.
I remember months ago. When i felt like i was alone. Not friends with the people i used to hang out with, gumagala ako every weekend. Minsan kasama ko si kev minsan ako lang. Nagtatanong si mama if san ako pumupunta and sino kasama.
Idk butttt i really feel like resigning. I feel like every thing i do is wrong. If i ask, im wrong. If i dont, im wrong. If I do what is needed, itโs wrong. Do they want me to quit???? Im so burnt out.
Ang sakit sa puso makita na masaya yung iba and ikaw still moving on pa rin sa mga nangyari last year. Wala ka man lang kadamay. Iniwan ka lang basta. Walang message. Dropped like a hot potato.
Nag chismis lang kami kahapon ng boss ko about lobster.
Ryan: you really should try Maineโs delicacy, the lobster roll. Itโs so good.
Me: iโll hold you to that.
Ryan: i will! Weโll work something out in the future and get you here so you can try that.
Me: i look forward to it.