once i start looking at you differently, it's a wrap. no amount of apologies will fix it. i'm not even mad at you, you're just so weird to me now. that goes for family, friends, relationships all that.
i think the worst part of wanting someone you can't have is you overly trying to put yourself out there for them. when they aren't doing the same, I realized that and I regret my actions just have to prosper yourself
Stop sending long paragraphs & messages explaining how you feel, just don't say anything. I've learned that it doesn't matter what you say, if they don't care they just don't. And nothing you say will change that. Keep your guard up. Don't waste your time & energy.