jasper

edtwt | vent | 19 | she/they

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@bonelandbaby ur so gorgeous

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i regret ever trying to recover how did i let myself get so gross

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ana vs mia in face
(not sure exactly but roughly within the same weight in both)

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@crystalcaloriez anorexia to bulimia to BED to recovery to now whatever i have going on now 😭

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thinking ab how in two months i’m gonna be living with my most triggering friend. this might be good for me

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@skinniebunnies everything i want.

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everyday i am constantly battling whether i want to stick with recovery or not

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pls how do i get back into my honeymoon phase i miss my body sm it was so pretty

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every single one of my irls is so damn triggering

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@goodnightcelia i’m sorry but i will be trying this

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@snaillbs let’s do it !! dm me :))

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how long do we think it’ll take me to lose twenty lbs

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vacation is over. time to get back on track.

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@katiscalling YES

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does anyone wanna help to keep me accountable so i can get back to restricting ??

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i’m literally so disgusted i cant believe i’m this big again this past week i have eaten the worst i think i ever have this is literally so awful

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go a day without binging challenge ! level : impossible

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ik im not gonna be able to restrict on my trip and it’s gonna lead to binging , should i just try to opt for the healthiest options for the week and then start rlly restricting when i get back from it?

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@TYcals i feel like i’m experiencing this rn 😭 i keep feeling like i haven’t gained that much weight in recovery but like when i go to try shit on im like oh…

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@still_living12 ily omg ty 🙏🏼

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@crystalsnpurge this happened to me too. when i was at my worst my resting heart rate was 42 bpm