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paradoxical

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

Muntik na makalaya

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

Gagi kala ko talaga ako na yung makidlatan kanina HHAHHAHA nagliwanag paningin ko

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

It really sucks when some coincidences reminds you how "not normal" you are.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

I'm telling y'all, now is not a good time.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

🫠

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

Kind people are too naive—or am I just too detached?

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

Problems pouring nonstop so don't tell me this is a test from God and that everything is a test. Fvck you and your God and his fvcking tests. I am so done and so fvcking tired.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

Don't ever give me the "di ka bibigyan ng problema na hindi mo kayang lampasan". I've had enough of that bullshit, I need no pep talk about the bullshit this hateful world gives me.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

And whenever everything seems fine, I am always reminded why I despise this world just as much as it hates me.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

This day was supposedly in celebration of my SI but this mf never fails to ruin my fvcking day. I hope you fvcking die and rot in hell fvcktard.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

Just die already🥴

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

When I buy a light-colored hair dye, it turns out dark on my hair. But when I buy dark-colored hair dye, it comes out light.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

Sometimes my thoughts terrify me, but what terrifies me more is knowing I have both the capability and the resolve to carry them out.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

Those who claim to be, aren't.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

😝

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

I have a dreadful feeling that this city where I grew up is becoming too small for me.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

😝

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

I really hope this year will be so much better than all the previous years🤞

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

While me on the other hand, feel no sympathy, empathy, whatever ppl call it towards my own father (🤮). I rlly hope your story ends this year for everyone's sake.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

I feel conflicted by the fact that both my family and extended family still feel empathy towards my father (as disgusting as it sounds) yet, I feel no sympathy, all I say is that it's a hopeless case.

[a̶p̶e̶n̶g̶ @jasperhffmn]

They were 'clearly' traumatized and yet they still feel empathy and such for such people.