10 TRUTHS THAT HIT YOU WHEN YOU FINALLY GROW UP:
1. Adulthood is mostly pretending you have it together.
2. The friends you swore were forever quietly disappear.
3. Money problems feel bigger than anyone prepared you for.
4. Time starts moving faster the moment you stop enjoying it.
5. Loneliness hits hardest in a room full of people.
6. You become your parents in ways you promised you never would.
7. Rest starts feeling like a luxury you have to earn.
8. Growing up means grieving the person you thought you would become.
9. Nobody tells you that most of life is just showing up exhausted and doing it anyway.
10. The version of adulthood you imagined as a child was missing all the hard parts.
lately i've been angry.. easier to anger, annoy or just snap .. i'm sad.. most of the time, as if it's my default mode... and most importantly, i feel lonely.. all the time..
it's been over a month since my father passed. didn't cry or feel anything. there was so much to do. documents, rites n rituals, traversing through offices, going through his things n all. he's gone. gonna miss talking to him. i feel barren, i couldn't shed even a tear