Even if it was someone I spent every single day with, talked to constantly etc, I would still have regret. Death is such a fucked up, complicated thing that every single person has to experience and I just hate it so much.
I don’t deal with death very well.
The person is just gone.
Gone forever.
Just like that.
Then I get mad at myself for not spending more time or reaching out as much as I should have.
Hold your loved ones close.
Tell the people you love that you love them as often as you can.
I also think that NO MATTER WHAT every single death I have to go through throughout my life, I’ll have regret for not doing enough.
For not spending enough time.
For not reaching out as much as I should have.
Breaks my heart that I can’t just get in the car, go buy my little babe a cute little stuffy, some candy and a cute card for Valentine’s Day. Covid really making me feel like a shitty mom.😔