Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

🦢 | 7teen (07) | infp | bmi: 19.9 | 170 cm + cw: 57kg~ | gw:50kg + ugw:45kg | shedtwt BUT pro-recovery | kind of a thought log | 🎧

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

after being gone for a year thought i'd remake this..
˖ ࣪ ⊹ ( 💭 ) jay's edtwt intro .ᐟ ୨୧
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٠࣪⭑ 17yrs • 68kg x 170cm .ᐟ ⩇⩇:⩇⩇ ⋅˚
٠࣪⭑ aiming for 50kg by 2026 ˚꒰🍚꒱༘⋆

♡ / ⟳ to be moots!
#edtwt #moothunt #shedtwt

[star @cals4tyun]

retweet if you cant stand to look at yourself in the mirror because you hate your body so much that it hurts to even think about it or if you like tiramisu

[mimi .✦ ݁˖ @cottoncanmi]

i can’t wait to live alone so i can cut and starve myself all day

[Kratos's wet ballsack @Catboycracker67]

They itch they itch they itch they itch they itch they itch they itch they itch they itch they itch they itch

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

literally had a breakdown bc my friend randomly started talking abt her sh and how at one point fainted bc she cut too deep.. psa to all, UNLESS SPECIFIED don't just start talking abt your sh oml 😭😭

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

foreshadowing... it was definitely stress and now i'm on my period and even more stressed 🫩🫩

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

guys.. my period is 12 days late.. am i finally considered skinny or have i been too stressed

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

guys.. my period is 12 days late.. am i finally considered skinny or have i been too stressed

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

10:30am- having a mental breakdown and cutting myself while bawling because life sucks

11:00am- thirsting over a Nathan haunted hotel edit on tiktok and giggling abt how fine he is

the duality of a woman.. 😰

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

again sorry i'm not as active as i'd like, as soon as i get my life back in order daily omads WILL be posted again ((i've lowk just been sleeping and fasting 😓😓))

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

i might be taking a small break while the holidays are here, my life has been so busy with event after event & i've been so stressed abt the food & whatnot that it's been hard to try & maintain a steady social life. BUT i will try to be as active as i can regardless for you all<3

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

sorry guys, been sleeping all day to prepare (starve) for thanksgiving 🫩🫩
thankfully i can calculate the cals and tmr SHOULD be okay..
HAPPY EARLY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE (to those who celebrate it ofc <33)

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

goodmorning to all !! breakfast this morning was 200 cals ٩(ᐛ)و
tried a new barebell (again), this one was so yummyy ((and peep my camera lens cup!!))

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

breaky this morning !!
the wild cherry barebell was okay, not my fav, but i DO like the strawberry chobani (✯◡✯) (also had granola w dark chocolate, plus tea!)

((380 cals for the yogurt + protein, ~50 for granola))

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

past my schedule today but heres my dinner omad !!

salmom dinner with rice, egg, avo, cucumber, and some red onion!!

((~500 cals, 16g p))

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

sorry guys i've been so inactive, i've been sleeping more than anything right now 😓😓
i AM working on fixing it so trust i will be online moree

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

forgot to post breakfast, but i had potatoes, toast, eggs, and avocado !!
had a snack later on bc i was feeling lightheaded (protein granola & dark chocolate)😓😓

((did not eat all granola, 440 cals total ﾒ﹏ﾒ))

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

the act of wanting to better myself but being in an environment that worsens my mental health 😪

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

js saw someone complain their muchie meal was "half a pizza".. girl i'm eating that, the other half, the whole brownie box, and every breadstick, i WISH i cld stop at half 🫩🫩

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

24hr fast thanks to sleeping all day <33 ((i rlly need a better sleep schedule ╥_╥))

[Jay ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ @jaycountscals]

i'm finally able to take videos again without DESPISING how i look, chat.. i think this disorder is finally doing it's magic on me 🤤🤤 ((or i'm ridiculously high rn and will hate them in the morning))