This is free advice from an expensive psychologist.
If you're an anxious person, do everything for fun. Go to a job interview for fun. Submit documents for fun. Start a blog for fun. Anxiety feeds on importance. Don't make everything a matter of life and death.
@bananadreamboat They are definitely the most parasocial and most insufferable about the show. Over a freaking dating game show. Never seen any other group move like that over a show.