Jay Talis

Heya! The name's Jayce! If you've got a car that needs fixing, just give me a holler :)

(He/ Him, Bisexual. 32)
MDNI

(his viktor -

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@madametalis It just leads to more questions. I don't know why he just...left

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He looks at me like he's proud of me.

I dunno what to make of that.

I wanna ask him about how his time was in Cali and I'm too afraid of the answers.

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@madametalis What am I supposed to do with the information? All it would do is recontextualize something I can't change.

If he missed me, I just know we spent that time missing one another.

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@madametalis Any of them.

Where he went. Did he think of me. Did he miss me.

...is there someone new.

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@soft_andsweet I dunno how to move on from all that happened yet. It's...well, a whole damn lot.

And..thank you for the offer, miss. That's awful sweet of you.

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Mh...fell asleep again...

Vik is still here with me.

He really isn't going anywhere...is he.

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@soft_andsweet I think he feels guilty when he shouldn't. Not his fault.

...can't say I don't appreciate his company.

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@viktor_bnb -That makes him chuckle. He can do that. Its about all he CAN do-

Not like I'm going anywhere, V.

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Turns out; skidding across the ground over a busted piece of your own bike is bad for your back.

Ask me how I know

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@viktor_bnb -The sting rips him apart. Its true...bur goddamn he doesn't want it to be. He thinks? He hopes? Jayce isn't sure. He isn't sure how to feel...but he does know Viktor being here is nice. Better than being alone-

Right...we can be that.

...can we watch a movie?

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@viktor_bnb -He smirks despite himself-

Mostly. She gets uppity now and again when playing. But hey...she's just a fuzzy toddler.

-Jayce pauses for a moment before turning to meet Viktor’s eyes. In a gentle voice, he admits-

She missed you, too. Kept looking for you.

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@viktor_bnb -Jayce stares longer than he means to. Only when Viktor feels his phone buzz and grabs it from his pocket does he look away. Right...Viktor has someone else. He has to. Right? And hell, that's probably a good thing. Jayce isn't good enough to keep-

Yeah...okay.

I miss Daisy...

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@viktor_bnb -Its like the wind is knocked out of him. All that fire fizzles out, even if the nausea hangs around...but Viktors hands are warm, and his golden eyes are pleading. Honest. Not filled with pity like he was sure of-

...Okay...

-Jayce nods once, otherwise still-

Okay, Viktor...

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@viktor_bnb I don't *have* time, Viktor! I need to leave. I can't be here anymore, okay? This fucking sucks. I don't know why you're still here...sure, I *asked* you to stay, but look at me!

I'm a drunk. A shitty, miserable drunk. If this is for pity, I'd *rather* you leave!

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@viktor_bnb I can't relax, Viktor. I'm trying. I just can't sit here for another two days. I can't.

I want them to let me go home. I have to go back to work. I have...

I have to *do* something, Vik. *Anything* that isn't this.

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@viktor_bnb Of course I am. I can't *move*, Viktor. My bike is totaled. I'm stuck in this bed for two more days.

And I feel like I'm gonna be sick...they say that I should be through the worst of the withdrawals soon.

Hopefully.

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I think...I'm never having another drink. Ever again.

Can't stop sweating.

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@madametalis ....Point taken.

Thanks for keeping me company. The nurses are here to change my bandages

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Fuckin'...wish the meds didn't make me feel so nauseous when I wake up.

Maybe its just the injuries? I dunno. Apparently there's a scar on my back, too. Awesome.

At least Viktor is asleep...he looks peaceful. Made the nurses give him a blanket and pillow.

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@madametalis Young? I'm thirty three.

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@madametalis I know. Okay? But I am.

Angry at him still and he's choosing to say. Called me good and I just am not.