I can't wait either to go home tomorrow, I'm excited to see Daisy again.
I guess I could have went with Cait when she brought us stuff to stay but... I don't know, it felt weird to go back for the first time without Jayce.
And I didn't want him to wake up and be all alone here.
I'm really proud of Jayce.
Since yesterday, he's been really trying to rest and take his meds as he should.
Maybe tomorrow they'll let him go home. And I'll be there to take care of him still, he'll need someone 24/7 for the next few months. I volunteered, obviously...
@JayTMech -Viktor lets out a sigh, is it relief or disappointment? He doesn't know. He nods slowly and reaches for his cane to stand up-
Of course, let me bring my laptop, just lie down and relax.
@JayTMech My sweet girl...
-He feels his eyes fill with a few tears, feeling ashamed to have left them alone for so long-
I'm glad she was here to keep you company, at least. I miss our little family...
...I mean... Not that I expect to... You know.
Just friends now, right?
@JayTMech -Viktor looks at his phone quickly, just a text. He writes back before putting his phone away-
Oh Daisy... I miss her too, I can't wait to see her again.
As she been treating you well?
@JayTMech Good, just hold on a little longer.
-Viktor gives him a gentle smile, holding his gaze. He wished he could lean forward and... Instead, he remove his hands from Jayce's cheeks to keep a safe distance between them-
...You'll be home soon.
@JayTMech Stop it, Jay.
-He came forward to sit beside Jayce on his bed and cup his face between his hands-
I'm not here because I pity you, and I won't let you say all those things about yourself... You're in pain, I know, but stop being so difficult.
I just want you to get better.
@JayTMech Jay... You're just torturing yourself more than anything else right now.
You are *hurt*, you can't just go back home or to work like nothing happened. You need to give yourself time to heal.
@JayTMech I know this is not easy on you right now but you'll be okay.
Try to relax a bit, you've been tense. Do you want to watch something? I can ask if they have movies to lend us or I could bring my laptop to your bed?
@CaitInBlue Even if he does... Like he said, I don't know if we could be together again.
And I don't want to get my hopes up. The most important thing to me right now is to be here for him, that's all I need.
God... I need to keep in mind he's not fully himself while he's on those meds and in pain...
Because otherwise I... I doubt he would ever say things like this to me. Not anymore.