I hope I see my " parents " in hell trying to script my life according to their standard. Not good people. I wish I could k*ll them. Then, I would finally be rid of the burden. The type of people who will take something from u then help u look for it.
kept it real. I'm not perfect I've made mistakes that yall will see on judgement day. But let it be written if only written by me even, but ppl know, but the grimey souls probably won't admit... that I'm as real as it gets.
This goes for friends too.. I've heard "everybody talks about everybody" "friends talk about friends" AND THAT IS FAKE and ik now I will always be alone cause I will get away from that everytime. I don't do that and talk behind my "friends" back. I'm 2 cool 4 the world. βπΎ
The only talking u should do behind your "friends" back is planning them a surprise birthday party. Sometimes I wish I had a friend like Keenan & Kel. I write this to myself. Jay pls become the best version of yourself so that u can smile at all the bad memories and know that u
Im my own mfing person with my own brain my own interest. A parent is supposed to be supportive of any path a child chooses unless dangerous. Not cause u want them to be a "pull-your-pants-up college going family friendly square" that's all yall wanted and im glad it didn't work.
Never got drug tested until my senior year... exactly when I started smoking... coincidence? No. Paranoid ? No. Because I have so many times I've caught them in the act of trying to do their script. Im a real mfer. I dont do any kind of fake. Life is supposed to be real...
I will never thank them. Even when I do go up π they will get no thanks from me, for what ? Just in the way and aggravating. Think I will look back and thank them for trying "to keep me on the right track". I know all along im going to be great no need for a fake script.