seeing your age group having the best time of their lives while you’re at your lowest trying to figures things out - is another type of pain no one talks about.
have you ever sat with a group of of friends and you just know you’re the least favorite friend in the group and it wouldn’t matter if you’re there or not
when you check your dry ass phone and realize you’re a lonely piece of shit who has nothing to look forward to so you just bed rot your life away further
i just realised this is how i acted all my childhood and most of my teenage years and thats why i dont reach out for ppl anymore lol crazy insant psychological check