the worst part isn't that u relapse ๐คญ
it's how quickly u go back to normal after ~ 20 minutes ago u were in the deepest part of ur addiction & now u're replying to texts & acting like nothing happened ๐
u've gotten so good at switching between the two versions of urself that u don't even notice u're doing it anymore ~
reach out for help & sign up for rehab before it's too late ๐