Hoy, never beg anyone to stay in your life if they want distance from you, let them go. I know it's hard and painful but they're gonna realize one day how good you did for them, how much you cared about them and there are many more things which can't be explained.
Hoy, normalize not feeling bad for removing yourself from anyone who doesn't feel bad for hurting you. Train your boundaries to be stronger than your soft heart.
Date someone who is interested in you. I don’t mean someone who thinks you’re attractive, I mean someone who wants to know every detail about you. There is a difference between attraction and interest. find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are.