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she/her

[vinegar 🔱 @jeenzeng]

Since a lot of bad stuff is happening in my life and I have no other explanation if not that it's fault of the dark reunion, here's a thread:

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3rd mental breakdown in 24 hours

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The cousin I haven't been talking to in years is pregnant. She's only one year older than me and it kinda shocked me for some reason. I'm 24 but in my mind I'm still a teenager that's crazy.

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To whoever was cosplaying as Vanitas at Lisbon Pride yesterday: GREAT CHOICE GREAT COSPLAY I LOVED THE FLAG TOO
#PrideLisboa #LisbonPride

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I have like 57886547 videos but the audio is distorted in all of them sigh

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That's the only picture I have from MCR's concert yesterday, it was so great

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My flight to Bologna was delayed and I've been waiting in this airport for 2 hours already...

[vinegar 🔱 @jeenzeng]

Since a lot of bad stuff is happening in my life and I have no other explanation if not that it's fault of the dark reunion, here's a thread:

[vinegar 🔱 @jeenzeng]

My flight from Bologna to Lisbon was canceled and I had to spend a lot of money to find another way back...

[vinegar 🔱 @jeenzeng]

sometimes I just want the world to stop just to have the time to put myself back together

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My mom gave away my cat without saying anything. I just came back home to visit and he wasn't there. My heart is broken.

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I'm scared to go home

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199 days from last time and I'm still here

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I got left on read probably forever

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Goodbye hours

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"The lawyer and the thief" they said
"my stealing partner" she said

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I don't know how I feel anymore 🤡

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And I'm sad again

[vinegar 🔱 @jeenzeng]

You know what,
That's okay,
I know for a fact that this is impossible
But I think I did something for which she will remember me,
Maybe not forever,
But that's okay,
I accept that,
It's enough like this

[vinegar 🔱 @jeenzeng]

WE HUGGED TWICE
I'M SO HAPPY

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I've just gifted one of my lighters to my crush :) she was very happy, I hope she remembers me in case we don't stay friends

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That's so weird remembering how it was to have a crush