𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈

lvl 2️⃣6️⃣ just be better then me🖤 18+

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

I can’t eve—

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

Will I ever be loved? And I mean, real/ unconditional/bond building ..love

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

Dear anyone,

It doesn’t matter who hears this honestly… I just needed to speak. I’m so tired. To points where I fear I’ll lose all over again. But I’ve already lost. Friends, family, love, myself. I’ve been so scared of coming back to this I even asked for a hand forever.. I wanted better. I was real. But I am sorry.
To my family; for being to “me” you all resented me in more ways than one. To my friends; you were there when my own family wasn’t but I asked to much. To my love; for not properly validating you. You were all I ever asked for but I failed in returning the connection. To Parker; I’m sorry I can’t get you back, but I couldn’t do it alone. You were the last one I expected to lose. Please forgive me buddy.
I just.. I have no excuse. This IS all my fault… I just wish one thing could go right. Just this once.
God/devil/anyone, please, just let me be happy.. I’m sorry

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

every thing just seems ill intended… idk I’m really just tired🤷🏽‍♂️

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

A little rant session but.... At the still young and raw age of 26, I'm not ashamed to say I crave to settle down, i do want to live a happily ever after with one person for the rest of my life. Call me old fashioned but I'm tired of the talking stage. I'm tired of dealing with..

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

Like the "new " / new bitch by tomorrow" post be funny but I'm actually burnt out. It actually makes me sick. And not growing with a person just seems like a waste of time. Clip it at soon as you know forever is not apart of your plans. Now and days everyone has an agenda and..

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

people that make you feel unsure. No I don't want to talk for 6 months and still not have a title on it. No I don't want to be apart of your Hannah Montana double life. No I don't wanna be boyfriend and girlfriend for 7 years fo like when did we normalize lust and complacency ???

[Issybeatz @Issybeatz_]

may you heal so hard you start being creative again.

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

Can I just talk to someone pls

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

honestly.. I just want to be worth SOMETHING to someone

[curly sosa @thecurlysosa]

hell no😹

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

@NEPTUNEFLAWLES atp

[poppa @popitforpoppa]

hannah baker weak af, i’m on reason number 5356 and still here

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

@snapchatsupport I want my device back

[soup🍓 @thrluv]

“depression makes you lazy” idk man, not killing myself is kinda taking a ton of work

[No Context Tobey Maguire @OocTobeyM]

Gonna smoke a joint in here and pretend I'm Willem Dafoe becoming the Green Goblin

[Kharis @kharis_micheal]

Women don’t apologize, they manipulate the story to make you seem wrong.

[𝕵𝖊𝖋𝖋𝖇0𝖎𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖊😈 @jeffb0iardee]

I just wanna feel secure😪