Don’t beg others to stay.
Don’t overcrowd yourself with useless people.
In the end who matters, is you.
If life is tough, it’s just in the moment.
As life goes on, no matter what.
I was so sharp and so ready for this fight I cannot believe what has happened. The talk of me being off while walking in to the fight is nonsense. I was calm, ready, and confident. I am in shock what has taken place. The devil is literally staring at me right in front of my face here. I am not engaging. I will be at church tomorrow.
I will overcome this.
I will not be deterred.
I will return.
My head gasket is gone. Destroyed. I had no injury / injuries going into the fight. I was throwing kicks, planted and jumping, all throughout camp as well as backstage before the fight. This came out of nowhere. I am beyond dark here. I can only describe it as hell.
i feel like a lot of people in the edm world assign a label to my projects and think they know what my music sounds like but have actually never listened to my music at all lol