@bittermel0dies Ok so I’m a adult and I still feel like this too ig that we girls are pressured a lot to be "pure," and besides being discouraged and humiliated for enjoying s** and etc that could be one of the reasons for this feeling me thinks
its so hard being a fate fangirl. someone will be like 'oh so thats what youre into' and i have to explain it is NOT for the tits and ass and literally NO ONE believes me