i really didn’t think i was going to comment on mark anymore but seeing the story upper room posted really upset me. it genuinely feels like i’m being pranked, and that the last few years i spent supporting and praising him wasn’t ever real. to think his departure from nct was received so genuinely; to have so many people supporting his endeavors, his future, with so much love and respect. now i just feel sick to my stomach seeing his face, seeing how he can just go about, unfazed, as if nothing even happened.