Somewhere in your 20s or 30s you'll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative loop, heal from what broke you, live in your own space, reconnect with your discipline, and learn to love yourself again. It's very important that you see that journey through.
my fave time of the night is getting off resetting my apt and winding the fuck down!!!! ambiance going, candle going, soft music in the back!!! YES GOD