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90 liner | ARMY 💜 | Jimin is my happy pill | ISTJ-T | inactive until life allows me time to be here

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A thread of my favorite Jimin dancing videos so I never have to go hunting for them when I need a quit serotonin boost.
#BTSJIMIN

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It’s the 5th in Portugal which means it’s officially @MrsKimSu’s birthday! Happiest Birthday my soulmate💜

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im delayed but thank you @borahae1985 for the beautiful birthday present 💜

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@MrsKimSu thanks su 💜

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has anyone kept a spreadsheet or list of content/music/etc that’s been released since June? looks like im now going to have unplanned free time to attempt to begin to catch up at the this week while recovering post surgery.

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as a jimin biased person, i feel so broken and defeated that ive had to miss everything this precious human has done so far this year. im sorry jimin that i can’t give you the streams, support and time that you deserve 😭

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@k33yuh @MrsKimSu

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@LinaLeigh_85 I’ve had to miss out on a lot throughout my short time. I’ve missed what was supposed to be my first comeback, every solo album. Ppl I thought were friends made me feel like shit for missing things. all of that really gets to you and makes yourself question if you still belong.

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i really wonder what i have done in my lifetime to constantly have negative after negative happen to me. i now have to add jimins solo album, the one thing I was most excited for, to the long list of things i have had to miss out on since June of last year.

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@LinaLeigh_85 wake up and do it all over. on the 7th days I’m too exhausted & depressed to even leave my bed or do anything except sleep. my commute is maybe 10 minutes max & i just serial skip around on radio stations because I can’t be bothered to listen to more than 1 minute of something.

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@LinaLeigh_85 …listen to the story and appreciate it. I haven’t had that since pre-June. and having to miss my biases own release today, the one I was the most excited for, has never made me more depressed or like a failed person.

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@LinaLeigh_85 i can’t even stream. i have yet to even be able to listen to any songs off proof, & I’m a person who has to go in order from oldest released to newestI also cant just causally listen to music for the first time, i have to be in a mindset where I can appreciate the song(s)…

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@mimilostjams @MrsKimSu

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At this point I just wish someone would come take me out because this is too much sadness contributing to my already depressed life.

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I don’t have a chance of even beginning to attempt to catch up until fall at the earliest, and by that point I’m going to be a loser just beginning to experience things that are over a year old.

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it’s been 4 months since I’ve moved & I finally had the time & motivation to put together my shelves. im not happy with how it looks but it was the best I could do at the moment until summer comes.

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@mandawithluv Apple weather is messed up. They tell me I have a 0% chance of thunderstorms Sunday but still show the thunderstorm icon

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@vminkookfairies @MrsKimSu

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doing 3 peoples jobs while working 10-12 hours a day, 6-7 days a week is extremely exhausting. i am never going to have an opportunity to catch up on anything from the last 8 months + what’s to come at least between now & July. It makes me feel like such a worthless fan 😔

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BTS’ Jimin will appear as a feature on BIGBANG’s Taeyang’s upcoming comeback album set for release in January, JBTC reports.