Jess

Big words for someone the size of a dwarf -all my friends @ me

[Jess @jescenaTV]

@smujyontwitch @Slasher ME TOO OMG

[Jess @jescenaTV]

I havent cried because I feel like if i do, he wins. If i feel anything, he gets that as a trophy. If I admit that it hurts and im sad about it all, he has power over me. And im scared that if i cry, ill never stop. But oh do i so badly want it all to stop..

[Jess @jescenaTV]

@oxythotinn Me too 😞..so much

[Jess @jescenaTV]

I havent even gotten to cope about any of it either. Ive just kept it in the back of my mind so i wouldnt have to think about it but here it is creeping up uninvited at 6am. I hate this feeling, its such a lonely, sad exhausting feeling...

[Jess @jescenaTV]

I know that with time and with therapy that i started it will get better. Ill get happier. But im scared i dont know what of but i just am..its like im in a never ending battle right now and i hate it.

[Jess @jescenaTV]

Like i know its for the best, it was toxic and it was never going to get better but when you get used to ome way and get comfortable with that toxicity you feel even more anxious leaving it behind and its worse when youre leaving it behind for good...

[Jess @jescenaTV]

My anxiety is just getting really bad right now...and i just want it to stop. I want that feeling of anxiety thats so bad you feel like youre going to throw up to just go away but all its doing is lingering...

[Jess @jescenaTV]

Like why is it so hard to move on and be happy. Why is it that when you finally feel some form of happiness you get a gut feelings its going to be taken away? I chose to live that way for 4 years....what was I thinking?

[Jess @jescenaTV]

Honestly things have been mad difficult. The constant feeling of not being enough, not being loved or cared for even though you put your all into someone is just the loneliest feeling ever.

[Jess @jescenaTV]

Why do I even have a twitter.

[Jess @jescenaTV]

@Dogg_Demon 👀👀👀👀

[Jess @jescenaTV]

Yall ever just 🚬🌳

[Jess @jescenaTV]

@DegenTupperware PERIOD

[Jess @jescenaTV]

@RightWingWatch BIDEN FOR THE WINNNNN

[Destiny Faith✨🧚🏽‍♂️ @faithdivination]

I hope whoever sees this gets blessed financially, emotionally or spiritually✨

[Jess @jescenaTV]

@Dogg_Demon I absolutely love you Sam omfg. Yes bitch pip the fuck off.

[Jess @jescenaTV]

@ToxicAlex15 @jakedelu Bro if someone made a cancel aviva thred shed have so much content itd be hilarious.

[Jess @jescenaTV]

Id rather yall didnt

[syn! @cannedluigi]

got some great news this morning

[Jess @jescenaTV]

@DegenTupperware Here for u buddy