Jesse

22yr~~ ED twt ~~ weight loss diary ~~ ugw: 130lbs cw: 190lbs hw: 250lbs ‼️MINORS DNI

[Jesse @jess2small]

Not new to #edtwt and looking 4 moots <3

~~ My name is Jesse
~~ 22 years old
~~ HW: 250lbs CW: 190lbs GW: 130lbs
~~ AMA

Retwt or comment for moots <333

[Jesse @jess2small]

@pizzapiepyui I’m on concerta now and have been on and off since I was 8… it’s lost its usefulness unfortunately so I’m switching to Vyvanse

[Jesse @jess2small]

I’m changing my ADHD meds so hopefully they will be more of an appetite suppressant!!! So hyped

[Jesse @jess2small]

@st4rlunaa Are there ingredients that you can modify in it to make it less caloric? Or maybe make an excuse to not drink it all?

[Jesse @jess2small]

Too much caffeine, not enough food, I cannot stop shaking

[Jesse @jess2small]

@okidkyet Yeah real, I’m just too much of a people pleaser I think lol

[Jesse @jess2small]

Okay so I broke it off with the 26yro and he actually took it really well! I’m glad I did it and he didn’t freak tf out

[Jesse @jess2small]

I have to choose between two guys:
One is a 21 yr student at my college who’s kinda stupid but so fun and we are so similar in all aspects it’s perfect
The other is a 26 yr alumni who works in the same field as me and is exactly my type on paper but I feel no real spark with

[Jesse @jess2small]

@okidkyet Same but now I’m filled with guilt bc I know he was really invested in this and he really liked me so now he has to like go to his friends and say “nah she rejected me” and I know this will stick with him for a while. Uugghhhhhhh GUILT

[Jesse @jess2small]

@GoadGatsby I love going to bike meets and punk shows at Mocha! The store itself has weird ass vibes tho

[Jesse @jess2small]

I have to poop sooooo bad but I don’t have another tampon so I’m holding it till I can get another one… wish me luck chat

[Jesse @jess2small]

@NoxxxxXD Yeah real it would be. It’s just like on paper 2 is exactly what I’ve always wanted, I just don’t feel that vibe I guess idk

[Jesse @jess2small]

I have to choose between two guys:
One is a 21 yr student at my college who’s kinda stupid but so fun and we are so similar in all aspects it’s perfect
The other is a 26 yr alumni who works in the same field as me and is exactly my type on paper but I feel no real spark with

[Jesse @jess2small]

@okidkyet I probs will but I need to take it slow and not rush into a relationship, especially bc his last relationship was very codependent so I don’t wanna freak him out by being too much

[Jesse @jess2small]

@okidkyet I’ve been on multiple dates with both of them and on paper the 26 yr is like perfect, I don’t understand what is holding me back. The 21 yr is just more fun I guess and the sex is really fucking hot and we are both super into each other

[Jesse @jess2small]

@okidkyet I’ve been there and done that. Racked my body count up to the 30’s and now I wanna finally have a real long term relationship.

[Jesse @jess2small]

@alya_stfu You fucking scared me. I don’t think I would’ve been able to handle that

[Jesse @jess2small]

@aangelicbluee Ugh same, I wish mine was revived

[Jesse @jess2small]

My outfit looks really good today and I wanna post it here but I also look fat so I’m scared…

[Jesse @jess2small]

I threw up tonight from drinking too much and I’m low key so happy bc it means I don’t have to work out in the morning bc I also threw up my dinner and a snack!!!

[Jesse @jess2small]

@okidkyet Ooh that ain’t bad

[Jesse @jess2small]

@hqvor Moots