Not having a mother figure in my life sucks. Why werenโt we good enough for her? Why didnโt she love us unconditionally?! I donโt have a mother figure in my life to help me as a mother. Itโs the HARDEST thing to accept.
Itโs annoying when people get upset that Dax doesnโt want to go to them.. you donโt come around, so no, he doesnโt know you. Itโs not my job to make sure youโre involved in his life. Itโs YOUR loss. He will know who loves him soon enough.
Dax blew me a kiss good night last night for the first time and I think I died a little! ๐ญ heโs the sweetest smartest little boy around. How did I EVER live before him?!
Iโm not handling the fact that Dax is 1 tomorrow, very well. He is one of the smartest, funniest and sassiest little boys I know. Iโm so blessed, but Iโd love to stop time. ๐
We have the BEST neighbors! They knew how busy we have been this week, and our lawn needed mowed. He came over and did it for us to surprise us and show his appreciate for all that Alex does as a police officer! ๐ญ๐ญ #AllLivesMatter I LOVE MY DEPUTY! ๐