If your grandparents are still a part of your life please for the love of God appreciate them and that time. I wish every fucking day mine were still here.
Healing starts with reframing. Instead of thinking, "I was so stupid. I gave them everything and it still didn't work," reframe it as, "I was so in love. I did the best that I could and I REALLY tried. I gave it my all and showed that I cared. It didn't work. At least I tried."
April 1st. This month will carry good energy & new beginnings. It’s a month for healing and new opportunities. Everything you’ve been feeling about wrapping up the old and closing doors is true. You’re now opening new doors. You WILL thrive this month. Claim it.
Insecure men are time-wasters and life ruiners. You can't save him. You can try, and lose yourself completely.
You can try to be his "peace" or take care of him, or show him you're 1000% down for him and then literally become a shell of who you used to be.
Or you can block him.