i actually feel really sad when i see people my age who are so motivated and have such big goals and then there's me who can't even find a fucking reason to get up in the morning let alone set goals for my future
no one talks about how draining it is when ur mood is constantly switching between "it's okay, i don't care, i'll be okay" and "i don't know how much more i can take"
"come swim in these waters
i been told i've healing properties
so baby can you promise me
that you'll handle me properly?"
- Ariana Grande on "petal" track 'kiss me'