Okay, real talk. I'm gonna need all these Tom Holland pictures/videos of him looking fine as hell to stop popping up on my TL because my ex is his twin, down to the curly hair. If I don't get my my man back then quite frankly universe, I have had ENOUGH!!!
As long as I feel good about what I do. I can ever only try my best but at the end of the day, I at least know that I did everything with the most genuine intention. But I'm sick of making my own feelings come in second place. The right people will stick by side knowing that.
Slowly working on this but then I think about how I actually didn't do anything to deserve it. Then remember it's never been about me and I get angry enough to remember who I am and genuinely not care anymore
And yet somehow, he still made me feel like I was being dramatic and getting upset over nothing and I ended up being the one to apologize. I'm mad at myself for how much disrespect I took just because I loved him. I'm never going to allow that again, I can't.
One time (out of many) my ex kept pushing back the time he was going to come pick me up because he was on the phone with a mutual friend. Almost 2 hours went by, he still hadn't left. He finally left, still on the phone as he got to my house.
He also admitted that he had told our friend that if he said he had to hang up abruptly, it's because I was mad. So you knew this was going to make me feel some type of way, but still chose to do it and get upset with me when I actually do get upset?
I deleted Instagram & TikTok this morning because I was just so tired of constantly doom scrolling. It hasn't been that long without them but I already feel so much better. Like I have my life back